Tripawd
Fozzy won’t come home until Friday. I had been hopeful that since he was recovering so well he would come home Thursday but he’s still draining so Friday it is. I was able to visit him today though. I was nervous about how he would look and act. It felt like it took them forever to bring him in to me.
It was nice to see how well he was moving around. He was able to lie down and get up on his own. He still had the drain in and seemed really loopy. I’m sure he was happy to see me but not in the way I would have liked. It’s like he couldn’t relax. He just walked around the room sniffing at things and trying to get comfortable. I brought his favorite stuffed animal but he didn’t seem interested.
I know it shouldn’t bother me that, after a major surgery, he seems unsettled and didn’t want to play with his toy but it did bother me. I hope that when he gets home he’ll settle in better. I know that thinking he is “depressed†is inane but I worry that he’s not comfortable. I worry most that his spleen was bothering him more than we thought and was just masked by his leg being so painful.
I’m counting the hours until I get to bring my baby home. I hope I made the “right choiceâ€.